I’ve always wanted to find a person that I could tell everything too, and not ruin it by falling in love with them. I have tried to find numerous amounts of people, but it always ended up badly. I’m not even going to go into it all, it’ll just bring back memories of them, and I don’t want that. My friend Megan introduced me to blogging so I thought I’d give it a go. It can’t really go wrong as you all don’t know me and I don’t know you. I just want some people to understand me, and hear my side of things. Megan isn’t really my friend though, she’s just some girl I’ve had my eye on for the past 4 years or so. I’ve never met her either, I couldn’t ever imagine meeting her. We are so different.
I think that I should at least introduce myself to you; I’m called James. Yes, I have a very interesting name, I know. I’m in my last year of college studying Film, so that makes me 17. Sometimes I wish that I was older, but then I start to think to myself ‘if I was older, then I’d die sooner’. That starts off the argument in my head about that I could die at anytime, then I try to work out if fate is real and I end up getting lost and confusing myself. I do like to think though. I like making up stories in my head before I go bed and when I wake up, I try to remember the point in which I fell asleep at. I normally tend to carry them on in the morning too if they were interesting.
I really don’t know what else to write in this first entry, it’s always the first one that’s the hardest. I would introduce people to you, but that’s too forward and by the time I mention them you would have probably forgotten them.
I think that I’ll just leave it at this for the time being, I’m sure my next entry will be more interesting. Bear with me.
James.
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